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I'm a little insecure, and I cant put my finger on it

I love to feel the warmth of someone close to me, i love whispers in my ear

I hate the way I cant control my feelings, and how things in my life always seem to disappear

I'm open to new things, I'm anxious for what tomorrow brings

I'm scared as hell to think of life without you, I hate the way I can never choice

I make a mess of myself and I'm always searching for you to clean it up

I love to play the game but I hate to lose

I'm thankful for everyone who walked into my life, ill miss those who walked out

But I'll never fill my head with doubt, ill just hold onto the ones I have now and care about

I'm a sucker for a skater boy, i love to play with hair

I dance and sing myself through every place and anywhere

I listen to the postal service when I'm sad, I cut my skin I know its bad

I hate the way I look in pictures but I love to take them of myself

I have a million memories, one thing you cant take away from me ill lock them high upon my shelf

I love the smell of smoke and cologne, I feel completely all alone

I actually love to talk to my mom, and gaze up at the stares from chads lawn

Sometimes I just need a hug, Cam and I take pictures of us lying on my rug

I smile when I want to cry, I hate saying goodbye

Im a southern girl stuck up north, My favorite holiday is July 4th

I wish I was born on new years day, I wish things could go my way

I'm obsessed with kurt cobain and I can take physical but not emotional pain

I sin but go to church way to often and even consel bible school, i do things in public, and i dont care, even when they make me look like a fool

I hate girls but my one best friend and my sister, I could go months without seeing her but shes always there and ill always miss her

I hate my legs and my eyes, I wish that I could fly

I'm the biggest ditz youll ever meet and I love the feel of sand in my feet

I want to fall in love so badly, I talk too much, especially when im nervous sadly

I'm very sensitive and I hate blood, I'd like to be famous some day

Porn doesnt scare me in fact i think its beautiful

I love my girl cousins we all grew up together

I no longer say best friends means besfriends forever, that is just a lie

I want a boyfriend who I can talk to until 3 am and who can give me piggybacks,
a boy who can just lie with me and fall asleep he doesnt always need more

I'd love to meet the doors, and peotry will always be my savior

I'm not the perfect student, but I never seem to care

Some things arent worth beating yourself up over, Im figure out the ways of people, im almost there.

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